90 days since you breathed your last. How can this even be possible? We thought we wouldn’t survive a day. But here we are, still breathing, working, studying, eating, even occasionally laughing. It can only be the strength you are giving us. Every so often, there are a few minutes where you are not thought of. And then the lightning bolt hits. We continue to survive almost only because we know you are at peace and no longer suffering.
The regrets continue to haunt all of us. Especially that day when our world got shattered. What we would do to reverse time and have you back with us. The what ifs, the whys, we will have them till the end of our lives.
Last night, I thought of you in heaven. You were walking through the lush woods. Patches of all the different greens, a cool mist in the air. I could see your smile. The woods ended near a lake, full of different coloured pebbles. You were sitting on the pebbles looking out into the mystical aqua waters. You are happy.
Love you forever my darling.
Mum
I Swear You Will Be Fine 
Leave a comment