I Swear You Will Be Fine

i understood completely when sha said, “you can see why they are all josh’s friends right?” i got a chance to hang out with ur ftm crew, with annora, with auntie, tun, the doggos, and sha. we had a few good laughs about how u were probably hiding some cooked up truths like auntie discovering the rest ate more than pizza and wings (we had fajitas/burrito and chips). your addiction to protein ice cream came up again, how you used to only eat specific healthy things but has a weakness for chips, how proud you were of your memorabilia, all the puzzles and legos you put together, the music you would play at home, and all the little things your friends and family has left/are leaving for you in your room.

i said to auntie, your room is exactly how i imagined it. cos ive not been there when you were around. i wish i hadnt made u and sha feel like i was gonna go away after graduating, cos i like you both too much. i told her that i wld’ve kept you both for as long as you wld’ve had me. and for fleeting moments yesterday, i kept wishing that we were all gathered at the table together – it would’ve been a riot.

i like your friends very much, and i feel their love for you in everything they shared and said. and thank you too, for bringing together such lovely individuals throughout your lifetime with us , and even now, giving us the chance to share each other’s company. you are and will always be the glue that binds us.

“Lynnda”