I Swear You Will Be Fine

This week has been a little strange. It has become a practice to open this blog and read what your most loved ones are telling you. In those quiet moments, tears would find their way home again. But it’s not always sad, sometimes it’s just missing you and the loud moments we shared. The loudness sometimes replay in my mind when everything else around me is quiet – like when i was at the gym in the morning. You wouldve laughed so hard if i told you in school afterwards that i couldn’t stop the tears from coming and i’m not even sure why.

Sometimes in the loud moments where im with Sha, i feel you right there with us too. Like how we would lose our shit laughing over the dumbest things, or me being animated and you doubling down on that.

School’s starting again soon, so be there with us ok – we’ll need you for all the moments. I hope neither loud nor quiet moments change – even if you’re not physically here now, nothing changes the fact that these moments will stay forever.

“Lynnda”