I Swear You Will Be Fine

Days Without You

Day 390 – Brockhampton 2

Dear Josh, I caught myself having a funny feeling the other day. This sudden thought that…
Day 389 – Walking, Talking, and Driving

Dear Josh, We went for a long walk today with the boys. Your mum, Tun, the…
Day 388 – Home

Dear Josh, Our home got very quiet after you left us. Not that you were noisy.…
Day 387 – Bigger Than The Whole Sky

Dear Josh, I woke up in a panic yesterday morning because I thought it was actually…
Day 386 – From one mother to another

Dear Josh, Do you remember how I frequently talked about Aunty R? The “cleaning” Aunty at…
Day 385 – Dreams

Dear Josh, I’ve been lucky enough to have dreamt of you two days in a row…
Day 384 – New Signs

Dear Josh, Another fear we have (mostly Shalini and me) as time moves on, is that…
Day 383 – Physical

Dear Josh, No one warned me about how physical grief is. The toll it takes. I…
Day 382 – No Tears Left to Cry

Dear Josh, I’m constantly surprised by the number of tears I have left to cry. You’d…
Day 381 – Harder

Dear Josh, Days after you passed, Jess and I were desperately trying to figure out how…